My dream last night-
I'm sorry but I have forgotten a lot of it, but I remember I was in a room with Josh, and I think it was supposed to be my house. It was a pretty open floor plan, and you could walk a circle in and out of the kitchen to the living room around this wall. We were cooking like we normally do and talking about the next phase of the relationship and the thoughts and feelings and everything that went along with it. Bella was in the other room and she started barking. All of a sudden there was a porcupine as big as Bella in the living room. I went to get a better look and then somehow it switched to my getting hit with his quills. We had to pull them out one by one, which was an insanely painful process, and then I was very frightened by the animal. But somehow it was supposed to be connected with me and all it wanted was my affection. I had the knowledge that it just wanted me to pet it and love it, and I had a desire to pet it and love it, and Josh wanted me to love it too, but I was too scared to touch it because I knew it would hurt me again. Then it started to chase me in circles from the kitchen to the living room and back to the kitchen. It was strange and scary and confusing.
